Truth is, I’m a fucking romantic. I’m difficult but I promise — I’m not boring.
I cannot fathom the nights I have spent exhausting words for apologies I never owed and you never deserved.
If I never see you again I will always carry you
on my fingertips
and at brain edges
and in centers
of what I am of
If there’s someone you absolutely miss, you might find yourself talking to them a lot in your mind, creating those fake conversations with them and you answer yourself in their voice in your head. Maybe it’s a girlfriend who dumped you or you know someone who died or that sort of thing, you adopt their personality or the memory of who they were as a means of staying close to them.
When my mom gives me the phone to talk to my relatives
i want to sleep for 2 years and wake up with a degree, an apartment and money in the bank.